Ineffable Ontological Detanglement .: Introspective Assistance & Mental Analysis Manual
No matter how much you introspect, no matter how much work you do, there is never any escaping your imprints. Your experience has become you. This is not compartmentalization, this is wiring itself right in there, this becomes your very grey matter. After proper introspection and proper recompartmentalization, you are never permanently "damaged" by your imprints, until of course "urge to hurt people" has gone beyond the limits of what is socially acceptable, you're simply altered by your imprints, if you know what you're doing with yourself they're only ever positive. They can still hurt you, but, you know what you're doing with yourself.
Your brain isn't going to let you imprint anything stupid, anything fucking stupid your brain will say no my grey matter is not going to become anything fucking stupid, I resist. You're fucking stupid, that's not a lesson that's going to imprint your very grey matter, that's something you maintain with compartmentalization. No matter how much you hate yourself unconsciously you're never receiving that kind of punishment.
Or "Vile." You've experienced a lot of hurt and you wish to hurt the world back, it doesn't matter who it is if you see a person you want to hurt them.
The average person has 20. Up to 30 it's ignore-able, it's possible you don't even notice it. At 30 it's a bit of a thrill but you probably don't habitually engage in it until 70. At 300, you're dangerous, you're a potential serial killer.
Deep emotional repression and processing dysregulation, luckily for you, blocks the development of vile. You only want to hurt the person you're speaking to not any random passer by-er.
The more pain you've received the easier it is to take, your brain begins to numb it for you. What remains, you care about less and less.
The average adult has 50. Fight Club is about 100. Jackass is about 300.
Your naivete barrier against the world. The more you understand of how the world operates, the less uncomfortable you are with it. The higher you climb the more superior you feel. Finding this website means you're about to climb as high as physically possible.
You know when you're engaging in super fun conspiracy nonsense and your brain knows you don't get to imprint yourself over fantasy.
The average adult has an imprint of 10, the average information discoverer has 30, the average deep diving conspiracy theorist has 80, you're about to climb to 200.