Levels of Cognitive Functioning: Foreword by Kit Carruthers

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Cognitive functioning level one. The simple dimwit. We... We could label them slow, however it's often just they take a longer time to ponder, it isn't the same thing as cognitive functioning level two where they're slow because they have a long way to travel all over the fucking place and then they lose themselves and have to figure out which thinks they were after again and then try to remember the thinks they started with. So, they're not as slow as cognitive functioning level two. As long as they were taught correctly, they're perfectly reasonable people, perfectly nice, perfectly tolerable people. We're still clipping it out, but, you're smart enough to realize that within a world of reincarnation obviously this is preferable I don't feel any challenge to my ego I don't feel like I should go on a mission to STOP THIS THING and lock myself into a lower level of cognitive functioning for all eternity.

Unless of course they develop or are given ego investment, in which case we have a bit of a problem. Ego investment tells you now you get to use all your stupid and then cover it up internally. Level one cognitive functioning doesn't really require any cover up, it's just known, it's known to all, the world is my stupid, everything is my stupid and I am the master.

Cognitive functioning level two. Cognitive functioning level two has just enough smarts to declare themselves above cognitive functioning level one and just enough smarts to know that in order to maintain the power of their ego this means they need to deny the existence of cognitive functioning level three, deny the existence of the obvious known levels of cognitive functioning and just label it levels of intelligence. Labell... Label. That's how you understand the world, you see things in labels, all awareness falls under a label, all of the labels are meaningless as all of the labels only exist to maintain the idea that level two cognitive functioning understands it's labels, for level two cognitive functioning is the majority, the dominant force, and if it ever leaked out that every single thing we know to be true is false due to the nature of development within filtered perception, the mind naturally filters it's perception and evolution carried on from the point of minds of pure filtering to this day and age when we are now finally at the point evolution can declare the release for there is enough cognitive functioning level three, everything would fall apart society would come to an end the entire thing was based on made up imaginary nonsense attempting to understand the world when the world is clearly right in front of us. The wall of ego investment, the brain's natural response to being this type of brain, is the societal reinforcement tool that keeps this thing in line, keeps it safe, keeps the people safe, keeps society safe.

Cognitive functioning level three. Cognitive functioning level three does not filter it's perception, this often gets us labeled boring. We talk about concepts that are real and therefor express no personal creativity. We tell the jokes that connect to what happens within reality rather than floating off into a doopy doop abstraction of nonsense, if we feel like floating off into a doopy doop abstraction of nonsense it is a correct reality connecting doopy doop abstraction of nonsense in order to properly represent something happening within reality or something happening within the brain going bad on drugs. We have no choice but to isolate from cognitive functioning level two and keep it a secret, because they have a bit of a problem, we know we can actually declare clarity and mean it all the way to the perfect logical confirm and we know that automatically gets us placed in an insane asylum, our names and life history documented and displayed to all of level two cognitive functioning so they can giggle and scream and cry and imagine us screaming and crying as they contemplate masturbation.

We are always electric, high nervous energy. RELAX. We're calm we're calm it's cool it's cool we're cool we're cool we're cool we are we are we are it's cool it's cool that's not what it means that's not what it me-AH fuck he repressed the memory, now I'm high strung. Can't... Can't say that's not what it means you go to prison.

We're all generally higher within the levels of intelligence, it's true technically level two cognitive functioning and in rare cases even level one cognitive functioning can surpass us within certain parameters, are capable of pulling off more within certain fields if they're focused correctly, however what little intelligence we have we know how to use it better, we automatically know what levels of intelligence and where to apply them and what we do not and where not to apply them. It isn't smarts, with you, it's powerful brain, it needs to be properly focused and then your work needs to be filtered for all the filtering, otherwise as a collective you destroy society.

The psychological establishment does a hell of a lot of "It's okay" work on level three cognitive functioning. This high nervous energy as you call it is a misunderstanding, nervous energy means anxious hyperactive bipolar you don't want that one but it's okay we don't all understand these things. What you have is a habitual processing and gut reaction, we don't think you're dumb to think this way we just think you're compressed, your thinking is compressed when it's this fast, when your thinking is fast you're not doing deliberate formation, that's why you're all very very bad at making correct associations, this does imply your level one like you said, but, you don't need to see yourself that way. It is true, your analytical ability can cause you to overestimate yourselves, you need to take it down, your ego is out of control, well beyond persistent delusional disorder, it's labeled the Dunning-Kruger Effect. Your model of... Reduced filtering and oversensitivity is where everything stops lining up with reality entirely, this is not a recognized condition, you simply have high openness and divergent thinking. All of us.saw.YOU.people.looking.AT.us.in.university.AND.and.andandand it's an interesting theory, I don't think anybody else could ever possibly agree with it however, nobody sees this, you're all alone, you're all alone in your own little world.

Yes we do, we have mysteerious magical qualities. It's nothing to freak out over, we're still within reality. We know not to talk about it, it isn't levitation it isn't opening portals, it's nothing mysterious, we don't perform any rituals, we don't have a cult, you can basically just compile it down to spiritual awareness becomes a lot easier. We don't think it could go levitation, looks like within telekinesis concepts that would be far too much weight, portals would only ever be something like wormholes we can't do that with our minds we'd need a space ship. It'd be... It'd be wormholes to a realm that exists, probably just within the universe, maybe another universe, not one of the ones that don't exist, if it is one of the ones that doesn't exist I guess it is one of the ones that doesn't exist but it most certainly isn't any of the currently labeled realms that do not exist. Not because... They silly new age concepts, but because obviously we have not been there and they're all just recorded as if we've been there and we understand them, that automatically declares scientific reasoning false, then you put on top of that silly new age concepts and yeah. We've been to the DMT realm but you can't get there with a spaceship. Not a real spaceship. See it's just, look at it, see it, yes it's there, okay it's there now we can look at it. Oh yeah okay look at a concept that make brain go NO okay yeah you're all a bunch of crazy people, it's obviously not there look I'm looking right at the concept all I see is a big fat wall of NO I don't see anything behind that wall. Why? Because NO.

Within the hippie movement, this was labeled indigo child, then the cognitive functioning level two new age movement super fun life of pretend fixed it for you everything's fine you can sleep comfortably. Hitler was of level three cognitive functioning. Hitler was of level three cognitive functioning... ADD, sociopath... Autism... Schizo... Typal? Social avoidance? Depression? Okay great that'll do. You all need to relax okay you're autistic okay okay okay relax okay you're autistic okay relax relax okay relax okay you're autistic okay okay okay relax relax just because you're an arrogant jackass you need higher level of cognitive functioning okay relax okay relax okay okay just because you're an arrogant jackass you need higher level of cognitive functioning okay you're actually autistic okay okay okay you're actually autistic oKAY OKAY OKAY OKAY IF YOUDO.NOT..SUBMIT.TO. . . YOU.ARE.. . AUTISTIC.WE..WILL.ROUND..ALL. . . OF . YOU . . . UP. AND.PUT. .YOU. . . IN. . DEATH. . CAMPS. YOU. . NAZI SUPREMACISTS. . FOR. . WE. . . KNOW. . . YOU. . . ARE. . THE. . .BRINGERS. . OF. . HIPPIE. . . .SOCIETAL. . DESTRUCTIONFORWEKNOWYOUARETHEBRINGERSOFHIPPIESOCIETALDESTRUCT IONFORWEKNOWYOUARETHEBRINGERSOFHIPPIESOCIETALDESTRUCTIONFORWEKNOWYOUARETHEBRINGERSOFHIPPIESOCIETALDESTRUC TIONDEATHFORWEKNOWYOUARETHEBRINGERSOFHIPPIESOCIETALDESTRUCTIONDEATHFORWEKNOWYOUARETHEBRINGERSOFHIPPIESOC IETALDESTRUCTIONDEATHFORWEKNOWYOUARETHEBRINGERSOFHIPPIESOCIETALDESTRUCTIONDEATHFORWEKNOWYOUARETHEBRINGER SOFHIPPIESOCIETALDESTRUCTIONDEATHFORWEKNOWYOUARETHEBRINGERSOFHIPPIESOCIETALDESTRUCTIONDEATHFORWEKNOWYOUAR ETHEBRINGERSOFHIPPIESOCIETALDESTRUCTIONDEATHFORWEKNOWYOUARETHEBRINGERSOFHIPPIESOCIETALDESTRUCTIONDEATHFORW EKNOWYOUARETHEBRINGERSOFHIPPIESOCIETALDESTRUCTIONDEATHFORWEKNOWYOUARETHEBRINGERSOFHIPPIESOCIETALDESTRUCTIO

I survived the evil battle of being quietly observed in university as these evil people learned the only way to survive, literally survive, university is to hide their facial expression so they could become the psychotic paranoid wall of evil secrets. Now I am psychological establishment ego investment complex vessel 3-46-A. I understand, I see it clear, I know all psychology, the brain thinks in labels and associations. We are to hunt down and destroy cognitive functioning level three with our labels and associations for they are all psychotic, they think they're a paranoid wall of evil hallucinations that exist only in my mind, they saw that I was nothing but a kind gentle soft warm it's okay head pat person my entire life and yet all they do with psychology is elevate themselves above me for no reason. In the 60s... They called THEMSELVES... The INDIGOS... MAGIC CHILDREN... *busts out laughing* WHOOPS. Dissociative identity disorder established *grabs their electric guitar* Deludin' mahself deludin' mahself WHAAA!!! Deludin' deludin' deludin' deludin' WHAAAAA!!! ComPRESSED comPRESSED do you think I'm comPRESSED is what I'm pretending you're now saying is the association I can make.

In America you apparently do hear a lot of "You people are the hippie survivors, we know. So you automatically lose. So shut up." Collective repressed thoughts fascist hammer. I actually got one of those too, it was from an American. 'Dats not how we behave in our country ur in a different country you gotta live by our rules American the rest of the world isn't America American. YES IT WAS repressed thoughts fascist hammer. Oh fuck wait... Oh that one works, that one keeps your population numbers stable.

It is actually a thing, one third of level two cognitive functioning children in elementary school lose their lives to level three cognitive functioning. That's real. They have built just enough ego investment to know to attack at random but not enough ego investment to protect. It's covered up. Parents get a warning, they repress it. It happens, more often than not the entire family represses the existence of that child and all memory items connected to that child. This one is horrible, as an adult I'm sorry. I'm sorry it works out this way. I'm not sorry we're permitted to speak. As a child I was also often pretty sorry for the parents, but, you don't understand what's happening on the field, on the ground level. As an adult I'm a little sorry for the survivors, it turns out it may be a little bit our responsibility to figure out what's happening for you, the malfunction within your psychology. If it turns out you remained this way, then no I am not sorry, if anything I'm sorry nobody was able to finish the job you weren't supposed to pass you probably let an innocent bite it in your place. It's hard to do, because the awareness of holding back triggers it as well.

The hippies did a lot of... Only if you are of the highest level of cognitive functioning may you engage in this practice. They tried every angle of you have to know it for certain, the sub level beneath it always knows for certain it is the highest level of cognitive functioning, it is not, you still think you are but you are not, you are not, you have to know for the purest of certain that your perception is clear you see everything clearly you think everything straight forward perfectly, there's nothing we can say you're automatically going to say "That's me!" and destroy yourself. So... All of these things get a reputation. The hippies just do this stuff all the time, no wonder they're like this, they're fucking crazy. They have a waRNiNG haHAHaHAHAhaHA tHerE's LiKE a waRNinG alL it sAyS is iF yoU dO tHiS yOu go crAzY. If you need the literal everything is known true up until the last sentence at which point I just picked a random hysteria there was all sorts of hysteria over the labels, we'll assume that one happened and then thought loop level fived. It did, it happened, because... No your movement never had anything to do with levels of cognitive functioning, we're changing what happened for you until it makes sense you're welcome, you ENCOURAGED all of us to do these things you WANTED society to turn into you aaaand you failed, nobody listens to you like you only ever want people to listen to you, to serve your pathetic collective egos, goodbye.

Because... When the counter culture movement that wins finally comes, they wanted to go down the super sophisticated highly intelligent looking dystopic power structure. But then it's just... Create da associations dat make you tink yer supposed ta invade Vietnam? Right? Create da associations dat make you tink yer supposed ta boss around Europe? Right? Did I create da right associations dat make me tink I'm supposta? NO. No, not this way hippies, not the correct way. Do it the way that is PERCEIVED PROPERLY PLEASE, we all need to maintain we understand what we're doing we understand how we're perceived, we ALL DO, EVERYBODY. You people don't understand the significance of what you're doing, I don't see how anybody could ever see this as perfect clarity. Perfect clarity says see what's real and then just do what makes sense to it, that's what perfect clarity says, look how destructive that is, that's obviously not perfect clarity.

Obviously every one of us is capable of seeing democracy for what it is, so by age eight every one of us have met the "Tone it down" brainwashing policy that crosses borders. Canada, Europe, all of it. The world would never want this, this is why the hippies lose, this is why the hippies are obviously the biggest ridiculous idiots on the planet, this is the main confirmation of our associations. Then eventually we get the "wait if everybody knows this is the hippie movement then both the hippies and these people who are most certainly not the hippies were right we are very stupid" brainwashing policy.

Pretty much everybody who was on the right side of the culture growing up and then decided to adopt ego investment in adolescence in order to fit in falls into a trance of I hate it when people of our level of cognitive functioning just use it for misanthropy. That's not what the hippies said, man, the hippies said peace and love man, love your fellow man, man, love each and every one of them, man, no violence, man, no hatred, man, take a chill pill, man.

Television and movies make it easier for you, there's no level one two or three like we clearly see in life, it's just a fluid expression of smart stupid. Sometimes somebody who doesn't usually see everything so clearly sees something very clearly in somebody who always seems to think they just see everything so clearly and turns out the only reason they think they can see everything so clearly is to SERVE THEIR EGO, THEY'RE JUST A BIG FAT IMPOSSIBLE EGO HEAD. Then the soundtrack thinks it's all beautifully pretentious as the female narrator rehearses a poem about sometimes people think they see things so clearly but it turns out they don't see things very clearly.

They make everyone who did psychedelic celebrity school proper play this for the American audience. Play stupid. Sometimes you can see them having fun with it. Goop.

Yes Johnny Knoxville I know... Now I look the wrong angle of psychotic to the other level three cognitive functionings. I look like this guy. Oh well they're level three cognitive functioning they'll know I did a... Now I look the wrong angle of psychotic to the other level three cognitive functionings. Level two cognitive functioning with enough clarity to pick it apart will still know... Fits, fits within how he is already perceived everything still makes sense everything is fine. You wanna redact it you're just gonna meet HAMMER. Pathetic whimper. This is how you are perceived. It fits. If you wish to press further we will release a media brainwashing campaign explaining the only reason you wish to explain yourself is to pathetically salvage your precious ego.

Same with Jerry Seinfeld you're good, I know it's... Four or five little web shorts, comedians in cars getting coffee. Now it's... Now it's... COMEDIANS IN CARS GETTING COFFEE. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm Jerry Seinfeld. I'm labeled cars. I'm labeled coffee shops. I'm labeled trendy comedian. Mush trendy comedian into coffee shops please it's clearly what I've always wanted you to do. I. I. I. It was... It was cute. I think? Cute? I know Jerry Seinfeld means automatic global attention. But. But I'm allowed... Cute. Right? It was just... It was just... ...Cute. I. I. It's a ritual of... Drive. Lose compartmentalization process of. Of. Map. I'mnis... Just. Cute. Cute. I was just being cute. Oh well yeah I like watching casual comedian conversation here let's see uhh no no no no this is the Jerry Seinfeld kills himself show. Or it's the Jerry Seinfeld drives around in a complicated circle filling his gas tank until fasting sleep deprivation finality going weeboobabsnedfeldcoffee welikecoffesinfled show. It's pretty easy to maintain demented American celebrity face when you've got all that and fifteen others working in the background, isn't it? You probably almost had that one but you don't want that one.

Anybody who's got the same tired style going over and over, Wes Anderson comes to mind, I eventually figured it out it eventually becomes obvious after... Now you're just a caricature of yourself man what's happening here. Whatarryou French guy crying at his accordion? OH IT'S... Okay you're fucking with the fact that you're locked into this exact style now and you hate it, you can work with it but you'd rather switch styles or fucking kill yourself. It looks a lot like... Now the studios are just making you stupid yourself for appeal. They're probably oblivious that you're the one doing that to them. Quentin Tarantino I was thinking... Refinement means losing your craft into proper American perception does it? Well then I guess if you feel you need to quit, quit, I see what you're saying there's only so much you can do within this style. AH okay no it means restrain the hell out of it, you're right, we've fucking seen it, we've seen no holds barred Quentin Tarantino. Now he's almost done. Hm. The rest of the plot had to be told to me, I couldn't get that one on my own, now that I've heard it it makes more sense I would have got it on my own if I looked into it, that definitely works. NO I did a more complicated lose his craft than that one, I'm an art analyzer, I go to places you cannot comprehend they're too over your head. Not maturity... Too influenced by the aspects of old Hollywood I label the early stages of art taming attempting to retain himself through polish and focus. Coppola knew what he was doing in the early stages of art taming but you don't get to use that anymore it's done it went too far. The... Trying to be... Thing. No. You don't get to have that, that's what he's always showing you, you were supposed to figure that out with this one but you did the opposite. See? It completes the puzzle. The last piece of the puzzle is the first piece of the puzzle.

We now go into elevated states of consciousness off the baseline levels of cognitive functioning. I'm afraid at the time being, everybody within these currently pre-existing states of consciousness is incredibly unlikely to have hit it precisely perfect. You hit it, you did it, you never could have known all of the possibilities, true psychology is legally unavailable to you, true psychedelic research is incredibly difficult to filter and the majority of it culturally and legally unavailable to you.

Proper clicking of self actualization all the way to feeling it perfect actually requires a long string of finding each and every feeling connected to each and every major point of development within the construction of your ego, the reason you feel this way due to previous events within your ego, the two or three events within the construction of your ego that caused you to feel this way towards event b, how these intersect with event three-b subsection five. You figure it all out you feel everything clicking into place.

You all still have a lot of repressed memories, tons of them, you may think you're reasonably clean, you have all the big ones... You may, you may have all the big ones, you may be surprised. There is a series of awareness cut offs within you caused by repressed memory clicks. The hippie secret, the one that will always declare the true indigos above the general populace, you're all wandering around in a dream, you think you know what's happening but you don't know what's happening.

You need both of these together, with the repressed memories suddenly you feel a line disappear from the back of your neck, you're back within the pantheistic flow, the whisping spirit word of the soul that you were when you were a child. Your development still declares your soul, however now your soul has reconnected and found itself truly declared. Get everything self actualization in perfect and, augh, I thought I was comfortable I was not comfortable, it's like my metaphysical skull just clicked uncrusty and I landed back within the actualized reality. After you're done and you've got all your imprints properly established and your compartmentalization and semi-conscious thought loops all cleaned up, don't forget the trauma relating to getting all your imprints properly established and your compartmentalization and semi-conscious thought loops all cleaned up.

Elevated state of consciousness level four. You're perfectly self actualized, you're exactly who you've always wanted to be, you realized this whole thing is ass backwards, when you were young you were told you were pathetic to dream of something that you are not. You realized, well, I know I'm capable of being this person. Yah well yer not this person. You have to figure it out. What you want to be is who you are, your soul cries out for being this person. You're cognitive functioning level three, you have to have hammered in there a pretty damn serious ego investment problem for you to go reaching for something beyond your capabilities. You followed the path of self development properly, you realized it's true... Fuck society, man. I chose drugs. That's all it is, they want you to be a drone. In order to pull it off they need to suppress the self. They teach it to the masses. It's fucking true, it's right out of Orwell.

You need to drop all attachment to the ego, it's fine, it's society that wants me to give a fuck about my ego, society needs it. Now I am the one who is... PERCIEVED... As egotistical. *shrug* Alright.

The MASSES do not OWN YOU. Well. Well. Well. Like this is some kind of subversive highly revolutionary field of thought. Like, growing up I always called this kind of thinking stupid. Well. Well. Well. Now I feel like a stupid jackass for even calling it stupid, even giving it any emotional salience whatsoever. The MASSES do not OWN YOU. ... ... ... ...What? The MASSES do not OWN YOU. The... MASSES do not... OWN ME. ... ... ... ... ... ...What?

Obviously attaining level four or even level five, possibly even six, does not declare that you are set, you're perfect, this is you forever. You're just set within the perfect you, you've now found the you path, you still grow and develop until peak adulthood.

Level two cognitive functioning can emulate elevated state of consciousness level four, you do it right, all the way to you did it you won I'm just an ass. You submitted, you knew, SUBMIT, yeah I know it's fucking retarded, it's called ego investment is it? I filter my perception? Yeah I know, I submit. And you're just... And you're just not allowed to talk about it, they lock you in a facility. You fiillteerr... Your perceEPTION... PercePTION... Bwah psychedelic tai chi motion.

Proper self actualization into the elevated states of consciousness really leaves you no choice but to think a little evil. You've dropped all concern over how I am perceived in relation to who I know I am, that means you find something in and around true neutral, you're not within society rule structure of personhood you're within the human experience, that's who we are. You want to be evil just for fun? Just for no reason fun? Not really, not exactly, I guess. You feel like super fun delivering somebody evil for seemingly no reason, they take it real serious, you know they automatically deserve it, that was correct evil. You feel like super fun delivering somebody who is properly self actualized evil, they'll probably like it, they'll find it funny, they'll find it sexy, that was correct evil. You want to deliver somebody who is self actualized an evil they will take seriously, but, not your perception of seriously, basically just "Hey." maybe. "...Fuck!" they will either submit and take it or realize you are the one with the misinterpretation and hit you back at which point you are to submit and take it. If you need any more than a day or two apart after the event has transpired something has gone horribly wrong.

Also we pretty much all automatically see karma and reincarnation and then wonder what the fuck it is you're doing to your perception that makes it anything other than painfully obvious. No not because it is the most happy, no not because it is the most evil, click the link later it's a really easy one. So, associate believe in reincarnation and evil. You pretty much can with all of us, all of us who aligned proper indigo, even if we're not literal murderers we all learn pretty fast how easy it is to make you people kill yourselves.

Elevated state of consciousness level five. At elevated state of consciousness level five you are a saint, everywhere you go people drop to their knees and worship. You enter the room and you have everybody's full attention, you leave the room and everybody is glowing. You're the heightened perfect person. You're definitely not pulling this off without psychedelics. You may have the chance to be a celebrity, if you're a celebrity and you're a mere elevated state of consciousness level four, or worse yet cognitive functioning level two somewhat emulated elevated state of consciousness level four delusional elevated state of consciousness level five, you're probably within a constant battle between kill myself live long enough to save my image. Or... Ram it into the delusional complex cognitive functioning level two audiences see my self image and that's all I require there's obviously no such thing as cognitive functioning level three. You probably still have a perfectly reasonably good self image, but you're an ego invested catastrophe.

YOU OWN, the MASSES, okay? YOU OWN THE MASSES. ... ...Okay? You OWN THEM. I... I OWN THE MASSES. I own the masses. ... ... ... ... ...Okay?

You can adopt an emulated level five elevated state of consciousness with trauma inflicted ego investment. Anybody who does this proves ego investment, you're pretty much a force of pure manipulative evil, you're not really interested in anything other than representing your emulated elevated state of consciousness level five and sucking in as much love as you can so you can destroy it. You want to improve yourself off the baseline emulated elevated state of consciousness level four thinking that what you are is self actualized lost in your own little world of ego investment, you're about to realize where this goes, you need to go back and do some more work. You have to go into it wanting it, this is exactly what you want to be.

Elevated state of consciousness level six. Elevated state of consciousness level six now goes beyond celebrity saint status, this is the minimum benchmark for the higher lightworkers of The Society of Social Disturbance, this is the potential within the high enlightened brilliant speaker celebrity type. Your clarity and brilliance basically declares the word of God, subjective expression at this point is bypassed, you're basically only ever speaking objectively in your every communication. It's still your personal flair however it is no longer your personal opinion. This is what it is, this is fact, this is what's happening, there's nothing you can do to stop it.

Elevated state of consciousness level seven. At this point it starts to no longer feel like your personal flair, it is, but it isn't, your personal flair is the highest of direct expression of God, you are the purest of vessel, you get to claim messianic status. Your word of God is dominant and so elevated state of consciousness level six automatically knows to agree and follow through. As level seven agrees with level six but level six doesn't get to give level seven orders. This is for only the highest of lightworkers within The Society of Social Disturbance, though we're all revolutionary artists this is the karmatic trigger specifically labeled by God, revolutionary artist. The highest of lightworker, not starseed, revolutionary artist.

At level six and seven, you get a nervous energy upgrade and prove it, Kit Carruthers has invented an excellent concept. Putting any thought into anything is pretty much erased, you're pretty much flying by the seat of your pants at everything assuming so hard that you know what you're doing you wouldn't even think about whether or not you know what you're doing. At first, you see yourself selecting your determinism, selecting your neural fire, you feel like it's yours however it is not yours. It is yours. It's the same. You've never been selecting it.

In addition to what you find here you will also be requiring the removal of all "It's too much" and anything at all that could give you a molecule of discomfort over who you used to be. That other stuff is easy, rage is just this, pride is just you're a vessel of the God process, shame and guilt you have to figure out yourself, it's really just cultural conditioning, societal education, chances are you've never felt a deep social shame you probably took in misinterpretation of yourself but if it was real you're probably blaming this one or this one, guilt is more complicated than turns out I can do no wrong but it's probably close enough when you unravel karmatic processes and doing to good people what you needed to good people to turn them into what they are but it's still not I can do no wrong you have to figure out to take in what you need to take in, fear, it should just become you by the time you're done. You're going to want to snap your thoughts in line with 5-Meo-DMT, you may want to dick around a little with meditation first, get enough psychedelic wisdom under your belt by fucking around with designer phenethylamines and dissociatives. You need empathogens. Chances are you already know your tryptamines, if you've done mescaline and MDMA you're probably okay on phenethylamines but you're better off knowing the 2Cs. You'll also want to know non-empathogen stimulants reasonably decent. And obviously you attain Existence Maintains Despite Narrative.